my passion

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January 24th, 2010Diannarandom

The other night I was asked what my passion was. It’s a question I’ve been asking myself for a few weeks now. Do I really have a passion? Do I really need one? Will having a passion subside this creeping feeling I have in the pit of my tummy? Perhaps it will.

I’ve found that when I try and “find” my passion I end of with “hobbies” I don’t really stick with. A few years ago if you would have asked me what my passion was I would have answered with one word – “writing”. But these days everything I write bores me. It makes me wonder what happen to the me that was inspired to write by everything around her. Then I recall what really did happen – life. Life has changed me, put my focus and energy in so many other places. Other adventures. Other dreams. Other lives.

One day my passion will find me so I’m not too worried about it. What I a worried about is that I’ve been in an angsty mood for 2 weeks now and it’s really beginning to annoy me. Perhaps it’s a hormonal shift as I get closer to being 30.

In any case I have the following to say : Hello hormones, It’s me Dianna. Can you back off a little bit?